ܡܡܠܠܐ ܕܡܦܠܚܢܐ:Charlene rocha13

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I wish I could be strong enough to overcome the mind control of those that are making every decision for my body for reasons that are not justified by me. I hoped that I could make them feel and see love but it seems impossible or something else is blocking them. It seems I cannot break through these spirits barriers to remember any bit of kindness. This spirit in me will not confess and will not let me go so their plan is to try to make sin so that I am stuck in hell forever and they get away with it. The moment I become strong or look for guidance in my tarot cards these spirits make the opposite happen. Everytime I am clean a spirit controls me to be unclean. I wish I had a barrier that protects me from being hurt by the spirits that hurt me. Is it because life is what you make it. Hell is on earth, but also is heaven. When we die there is nothing but darkness. So make the most of our lives as it is the only chance we get Charlene rocha13 (ܡܡܠܠܐ) 18:48, 16 ܒܟܢܘܢ ܐܚܪܝ 2022 (UTC)